new pants

I ordered new pants from Dick's today.  Their warm weather compression Capris .  I'm a little nervous about getting compression - but I really can't find the relax fit.  The ones I brought when I first started working out back in 2010 are really stretched out.  I can roll the waist band.  Not a good thing.

It's 21 weeks until the Wednesday before we go to Disney in February to do the Princess race.  I would like to get down to 175 - that's 27 lbs.  If I lose 1 lb a week - that would 21 lbs - in a perfect world.  If I do that - none of my clothes will fit.  But that is my goal.

I keep telling myself that this is a life change - not a diet.  I can't go back to eating like I did.  But I was so out of control.I

I just keep thinking about Daddy - how proud he was of me when I saw him in  April.  I just keep thinking about that.  I miss you Daddy.